Is Adonis A Spiritual Mystic?
I really do not think asking who I am, is a right question at all. I really doubt if you will ever understand another human being without first understanding who you are. Therefore, just for the sake of it, I will go slowly into what I am. What is Adonis? Certainly, I am not whatever image you may have of me. That, which is merely verbalized, is not the truth of another. At this moment, I am going to try to convey something to you that may or may not come as a surprise. I do not say this to intrigue or mystify myself in any way. So please just listen closely. Now, to me, life is an all-inclusive wondrous thing in which we must all experience to the fullest in order to live, holistically. As a child, I was very watchful, quiet, detached and reclusive of everyone and everything. There was no since of conclusion within me. The whole idea of an egocentric self was rather foreign to me all this life. Being unoccupied, there was never any attachments to breed fear of life or death. Being in a state of watchfulness without reaching concrete conclusions on anything in life was an integral part of my being.
A spiritual realization that transcends religions.
Although, I grew up in a Christian country, I was never touched by it at all. My childhood was one of great turmoil, poverty and instability, and yet even that left not a single wound on me. To live ones life simple was always one of my highest concerns. Devoid of any sense of self,' was rather ideal for someone who spent so much time in silence. In my youth, I passed most of my time in seclusion and very calm away from others. This way of life, was not taught or given to me by anyone. In this spiritual realization, I see clearly the importance of being quiet, still and unperturbed by the happenings of a purported outward life. Being reserved is an essential part of my natural being. So obviously, I was always open to a so-called spiritual inclination all my life. I see clearly, there is nobody within this body. There is no one, no 'self' within this body of flesh. I doubt if there ever was anyone in this body.
Spirituality is the silent voice beyond this life.
To understand the silence within me, know that you cannot understand this silence if you are trapped in the darkness of a noise filled mind. No one who is spellbound in the noise produced by the ‘self’ can grasp it. So, how can I convey to another who is full of inward noise that my head does not make a sound? It is completely empty. The Sayings flow through me from the essence of this silence. There is no person within me, only this vessel in which the Sayings come forth. Was this always my fate? Is this my destiny that is waiting fulfillment? Was I already chosen for this, predestined for it? I really do not know if I could express such a thing. All that I know in regards to this is that, because I have looked beyond the skies and rejoice in this essence, which is the source of all things, I simply point to it with every fiber of my being. I see with certainty that I have come so you may discover the immensity of life for yourself. I have come to live in the glory of the Truth, so my life may be a testament to that Truth. Is there any life greater than this? My whole life intention is to point the way to that sacredness, with a resolute persistence unlike anyone has ever done before.
In this life, I have spent so much time and energy in the discovery of what I am. It is an endless journey within an uncharted land. I take great delight in fulfilling this immense quest. This is an exploration into the unknown. Realize, I am an ordinary human being who simply wanted to find out what is the meaning of life and to discover who I am. In the very understanding that I am nobody, there is the spiritual awakening into the wholeness of life. Be nobody, nothing special and all will be clear. As long as you have a conclusion of what you are, you will never discover who you truly are. The search is the ultimate goal of life. As a result, my life as a spiritual teacher begins, unexpectedly.
Spiritual Mystic Adonis Alexander
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