Spiritual Messenger of Life
I am going to speak of an incidence that took place in my life when I was not expecting any such thing. It was a time in my life when I was feeling free and completely detached. There was no concern of any so-called supernatural thing. This three-day ordeal deeply affected my life. The first night, I awoke abruptly in a very strange state I never recalled experiencing before. The body was asleep and seemed lifeless and yet I was completely conscious and felt unattached to it. It was a dreadful thing at first and I found myself struggling to get back into the body. Desperately, I tried to wake the body and enter it with no avail. It was a very strange thing. The questions that went through me were numerous. How can I be outside of my body? With what eyes am I seeing myself? Who am I? What am I? What is mind? All these questions of wonder burned deeply within me. The next day when I arose, I fully recalled all that took place. It was such an unusual experience that I went to everyone and started asking, for his or her views on what is happening to me. This was not a great idea; they only gave me their ideas based on their fears and superstitions. All day I was curious and in a state of questioning. As the day was ending and the night was soon falling, I asked myself would this same saga as the night before come again I wondered.
Spiritual beings beyond the mind of intellect.
The second night, I went to bed and it began again. However, this time, I was open and willing to see what would take place. Again, without caution, I was immediately drawn out of my body. I quickly began to explore what this newfound experience would bring. So of course, like a little child I began to journey everywhere all over the world. In an instant, I went wherever I desired. I never felt so liberated before. This was so much fun and full of excitement. Then without intention, I found myself in
On the third night, the full meaning of this experience would come to fusion. All that had taken place for the past two nights was only a prelude for the final account, which would be the beginning of a pathless venture. As I began to lay down that night there was a sense of intrigue filling my mind. As soon as I thought I was falling asleep it started once again, but this time there was something very strange and different. As soon as I was pulled out of my body, I noticed the atmosphere in the room, felt intense, vibrant and alive. There was something in the house! I could feel it and could not understand what it was. It felt as if there was something strange and unknown coming and my body was just laying there completely vulnerable, which left me, feeling helpless. What was in the house that I sensed? I could feel a strange presence. With great effort, I pressed against the bedroom door with my ‘other’ body, as best I could and without intention, I slipped through the door and into the hallway. Slowly, I looked to my left towards the bathroom and there was nothing there. Then cautiously, I continued to move along the hallway to the second bedroom and pierced in to see what I felt was in the house. There was nothing there. After looking in the room I was rather satisfied that, all was well and so I decided to return to my physical body. On my way back to my body, I looked over into the living room and to my surprise, what I felt within me was there in the dining room. There was this pillar of light standing perfectly still, extending as if from the ceiling to the floor. It looked similar to lightning. Strangely, there was no fear in me seeing this phenomenon. Slowly and curiously, I moved over to this sight and noticed it was full of life. As I stood before this vision, there was a communication between us. I could understand clearly without words. Intuitively, it began to communicate all that it wanted to say to me. It would take a great volume of numerous books to write all that was understood through this communion. Through the silence between us, there was complete understanding. As it continued to pour out its message, I fully realized that it was for this reason the three-day ordeal took place. In the flesh, my vibrations were to low and this Being was of another dimension. It seems a compromise was made so that we could meet on a certain level as best we could. I was vibrating along with this pillar of light that was communicating with me. When at last, all was grasped I confirmed without using words, ‘I understand.’ This messenger of life disappeared and I was abruptly struck with a sense of energy drain after detaching from this phenomenon. I had to drag my way back to the flesh. It was a rather long and tiring trip to the body. Finally, lying on top of the body, I entered the flesh. It was somewhat funny to me because the body feels like a thick rubber suit that I am using. The body of flesh does not have life of itself. It is the force within that gives it life and sustenance.
Spiritual message burned within my being.
The next day, when I awoke I was deeply elated because I could recall everything. I could still remember everything that took place throughout the night. Everything was burned deeply within the core of my being. Now, I am faced with putting what was given to me in those three days of my ordeal into action. It would be many years before I would even share this secret knowledge with another. It is highly unlikely I could put such understanding into words or expressions. The mind cannot comprehend it. How could I give out the essence of this experience using words? No words can convey such a thing. Yet, through great inward reflection, I will spend much time and energy on developing a voice and language that can lead humanity beyond the limitations of his mind and body and into that stillness, which transcends all knowledge. The heart of this spiritual realization is seeing the doorway of which the infinite Presence is open to all.
Spiritual Master Adonis Alexander
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