Spiritual Awakening Of Kundalini Experience

The spiritual awakening within came uninvited.  As far as I know I had never attempted to arouse this in me, directly.  In fact, I never heard of such a thing until after it began its awakening.  Some say that it came to me because I was predestined for it.  I am not so sure of that.  All my life I was always very reclusive and stayed quiet most of the time.  I remember as far back as seven years old that I would suddenly for no particular reason stop playing with my siblings to just sit on the sofa perfectly still.  They rarely bothered me during those moments because everyone knew it was my quiet time.  Why I did this, I had no idea.  Then around the age of fifteen I started having deep insights.  A part of me always felt that this silence could lead me to understanding myself.  I always felt a certain esoteric undercurrent within my consciousness.  When I was twenty-one years old, for three days I had several out-of-body experiences.  Then seven years later, at the age of twenty-eight, I had this intense desire to discover if there actually is something beyond this life.  So I started inquiring within myself everyday for about a few months.  Then I started having intense insights in which the conscious mind could not grasp.  Suddenly, my whole consciousness stopped completely.  Deep feelings of elation would sweep over my entire body.  Then one day while lying in bed, this strange feeling started moving up my legs like some kind of intelligent force that looked like living lightning.  I could see and feel this with what ‘eyes’ I do not know.  To my amazement, I noticed that there was no fear in me at all.  The freedom of fear is a vital factor to the whole awakening.  Spiritual phenomena were taking place in and around me.  Eventually, one day as I was sitting at my sister’s house alone, all of a sudden there was this strong pin like prick at the base of my spine which caused me to leap up ten feet across the room.  So naturally I went to the sofa to see if I had sat on a needle.  There was nothing there.  When I touched below my sacral bone it was very sensitive.  Then a few days later there was this ‘liquid light’ pouring up my spine I could see and feel what was taking place but I did not understand it until it reached the top of my head.  When I told a friend about the things that were happening to me, to my surprise he said it sounded kind of familiar.  So he went to his bookshelf and told me to read the book’s foreword.  It was very strange to me that what was happening to me was related to yoga because I had never studied that before. 

So when the day came that transformed my life forever I was more than certain it wasn’t my doing.  This particular day I left home to go to my brother’s house and I vanquished within.  There was no me at all.  I became one with all things.  The awakening suddenly took place within me.  In this essence, there is only that which is beyond the universe; that Glory.  I had suddenly discovered the end of all things.

This did not come without perils.  There was at times much pain in the spine, extreme difficulty keeping track of time, inability to sleep and headaches that felt like the brain was pushing out of the forehead and temple.  There were many instances of being completely detached of body and mind.  There were daily visions of other worldly beings.  Without thought I have deep insights, healing powers and immense love that pours out, uninvited.  And so, with the wisdom that awakens within me, it is that in which I point out to humanity. 

Do you have the drive, the energy, the passion to discover whether or not there is actually such a thing called God?  Surely, the ultimate event in ones life is to discover Truth for oneself.  To come face to face with the Glory of life is the awakening.  It is this challenge that I layout before you.  I can point this to you, but you must listen with all your heart and all your being.  By listening, questioning and probing into these Sayings, one may awaken the spiritual life within.

     Whenever darkness falls

This still voice calls

What your heart forever seeks

In which death cannot reach

An infinite living flame

This supreme essence now reigns.

Adonis Alexander

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